Flyinbowtie
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Understand something, my friends...what I am about to say is NOT in response to any words or thoughts people have used and expressed here in this thread.
December is a very tough month for us. Today marks the 37th anniversary of the death of my Father, a man I loved and admired. Hopefully I have honored his memory bu the way I have lived my life. He left us just a few short months before his first grandson was born.
I was 23., newly married. He did get to see me get "pinned"...he was able to see me graduate from the academy and saw Cindy pin the Star on my chest.
I am thankful for that. He saw me work about 18 months...he knew we were pregnant...and then, right before Christmas, he was gone.
His first grandson was born the following May...4 days prior to his birthday.
Words mean things, and actions speak even louder than words, but with the internet all we have is words. I don't know how you can have one persona on the internet and another one in your heart, it just doesn't make sense to me, I couldn't do it. Grads is one of a very, very few on here who I would not go out of my way to meet socially. Grads has been around the forums as long or longer than I have, and he has made his bed, as it were.
I don't read his threads as a general rule, nor do I respond to them. One time he started a thread and asked why people treat him the way the do. I went into a long explanation, he expressed a desire to change, we all know that has never happened. I don't think he adds to the discussion
He is who he is.
All that said and on the table, when I saw this thread the other day I added him to my prayers that night, and I will again tonight.
Because some day I may need the power of prayer from RDP again, as I have in the past, and what kind of hypocrite would I be to ask for prayer from others, and not respond when asked in kind? I am certainly far from perfect.
How could I not pray for him when asked, and pray for my Dad on this very difficult day?
Or pray for myself?
Prayer is a very powerful thing, I know it to be fact, it has been proven in my life more than once. It is also easy to do, if you are a Believer it will be heard.
So I will pray for him, I hope he recovers, and moves forward with his life...and hope that he finds it in himself to learn from the troubles he faces in the process.
I will hold on to who I am.
Because to pray for him is to pray for myself....
December is a very tough month for us. Today marks the 37th anniversary of the death of my Father, a man I loved and admired. Hopefully I have honored his memory bu the way I have lived my life. He left us just a few short months before his first grandson was born.
I was 23., newly married. He did get to see me get "pinned"...he was able to see me graduate from the academy and saw Cindy pin the Star on my chest.
I am thankful for that. He saw me work about 18 months...he knew we were pregnant...and then, right before Christmas, he was gone.
His first grandson was born the following May...4 days prior to his birthday.
Words mean things, and actions speak even louder than words, but with the internet all we have is words. I don't know how you can have one persona on the internet and another one in your heart, it just doesn't make sense to me, I couldn't do it. Grads is one of a very, very few on here who I would not go out of my way to meet socially. Grads has been around the forums as long or longer than I have, and he has made his bed, as it were.
I don't read his threads as a general rule, nor do I respond to them. One time he started a thread and asked why people treat him the way the do. I went into a long explanation, he expressed a desire to change, we all know that has never happened. I don't think he adds to the discussion
He is who he is.
All that said and on the table, when I saw this thread the other day I added him to my prayers that night, and I will again tonight.
Because some day I may need the power of prayer from RDP again, as I have in the past, and what kind of hypocrite would I be to ask for prayer from others, and not respond when asked in kind? I am certainly far from perfect.
How could I not pray for him when asked, and pray for my Dad on this very difficult day?
Or pray for myself?
Prayer is a very powerful thing, I know it to be fact, it has been proven in my life more than once. It is also easy to do, if you are a Believer it will be heard.
So I will pray for him, I hope he recovers, and moves forward with his life...and hope that he finds it in himself to learn from the troubles he faces in the process.
I will hold on to who I am.
Because to pray for him is to pray for myself....